Way down, missing at the bottom of a hole i was lost, there i was sitting, thinking, all the things i said at the start, it was a black night, clear, and so i sat staring at stars, thinking of all of the things that i would say were i in your arms. no i'm sorry doesn't cut it babe, i'm sure that you're aware of the hype i was maybe feeling jaded babe, and i just dropped my gaurd on that night But for what it's worth for what it's worth you were right i was ticking over, like a clock without a clue of the time, when the rain began to fall and the hole began to fill, you were right. I scratched, and clawed and grabbed, and did my best to stop from loosing the fight When everything was said and done, the air escaped my lungs and I died. I felt the air, leave my lungs, I lay there.

This is summers first reminder of, Everything it's done for us, and there's lipstick on these old guitars that shouldn't sit here for this long I'd love to say I've missed this but i've never missed a thing, holding on to someone else's dream You can build your walls so high, you'll never see the sun again, alright? Because I don't really want you, and you don't really want me to I appear again, sporadically falling into hand you've lived this like you used to gave it all you used to loved it like you used to so sit down when you're comfortable with living a lie Keep me in a box try and stop me haunting all your thoughts you can keep me where you want me, forgetting where you caught me losing where you lost me eventually working your way back to the start

If I had any other head or any other heart with any other end or any other start do you think that I would still be fucking up? in any other place with other name, with somone elses face would I still be to blame? or would I still hate myself for what I've done? I'm twenty one and two months now, funny how that gets me down, I remember singing since I was fifteen years old. I've never been in a fist fight, yet I still don't know wrong from right, and I've cheated my way in and out of love since I was young. I'd tell you i'm getting better just to stop you asking questions the truth is I don't trust myself alone. So i'll take my head with me tonight two more years just seems like spotlight shining down on what I'm doing wrong I've been counting down the days, back since I was seventeen, I believe that fate is creeping up on me again it's strange how friends can give you purpose up until your feeling worthless I don't ever want to have to feel like this again i'm afraid I'll wake up on the operating table and I hear the words we'll have to pull the plug, and I can't take this any longer, terrified of going under what's the point in living if I'm just to scared to dream I'm so sick of feeling like the enemy, I'd sooner loose my pride than lose my dignity. and i'm aware that i'm the one, who made this go away, So i'm making sure you hate me babe, so you can stay way Cause I don't trust myself alone at night and I've lost the only person who would see me cry. I know youre listening wondering if this song's yours or mine I don't think that you'll be able to decide just remember that I loved you all the time. so if there was any other me or any other you at any other time to any other tune do you think we could really win the fight? In any other world, on any other rock in any other life near any other star do you think we could make this be okay?